Another Tuesday

He started physical therapy – so the road to full recovery continues.

I’m annoyed by my work situation, but that certainly isn’t anything new.

Easter is this weekend, and while I miss my family, I will be celebrating in my own way. Easter Mass and brunch at the Grand America.

Off to find him something new to wear for Sunday…

A case of the “I wants”

*disclaimer – just venting, not to be taken too seriously*

I want the boyfriend to start feeling better, I hate seeing him in pain.

I want to go to Bora Bora.

I want a better job.

I want to be wealthy, or at least more comfortable.

I want to meet my sister in Vegas this weekend for her birthday celebration.

I want to be sleeping right now.

I want to go home for Mothers Day, since I couldn’t go home for Easter.

I want my stuff from my storage spaces.

I want to take a vacation, instead of just talking about it.

I want to have a good garden, and someone to help me clean and clear out the front yard, make this house look better outside.

I want to make this place more of MY home. I want to actually move forward with the changes in the kitchen, the new carpet. I want a couch and a living room I can entertain in. I want the spare room organized and a chair I can really read in.

I want a new cell phone.

I want a camera. Up until I had to sell mine last year – I have carried one with me everyday. I miss taking photos.

I want a pedicure.

I want my parents to find jobs and my brother to find a better one. I want them to not have to worry about losing their house, about not being insured, about not being able to afford the things they need.

I want my ex to be spared a painful suffering end, to have his cancer not spread further. My boss’ cancer as well.

I want my sister and her husband to be happy.

I want to plan a great birthday celebration for myself later this year.

I want to re-start my charm bracelet, and put the new memories I’ve made into trinkets I can wear on it.

I want a hug that takes both arms.

I want a new pair of shoes, or maybe a new purse.

I want to get my license without too much hassle from the DMV.

I want the boyfriend to be happy.

I want to introduce him to my hometown, my family, my friends back east.

I want to see myself the way he sees me more often.

I want to take him to Easter Mass and brunch afterwards at the Grand America. Of course, I want a new Easter dress for the occasion, and a new outfit for him, too.

I want my friend at work to not leave, because she’s the only one I actually trust there.

I want to be more patient.

I want to not want so many things.

I want to be a better Kate.

Oh, I am so sorry

updating posts – removing some information thanks to a weird google search, I didn’t realize it would re-publish all those to reader. My apologies!

Hope and faith

I don’t always consider myself a prayerful person.

There are times I turn to the faith I do have to make myself feel better. There are other times I simply hope; that things will go well, that everything will be OK.

The boyfriend’s surgery is tomorrow morning. Confident in the surgeon, but I am worried about the healing, the recovery.

If you would say a little prayer, or keep him in your thoughts, I would appreciate it.

on schedule

Surgery is scheduled for this coming Tuesday.

Hopefully all will go well and he will be on the road to recovery.

I can’t wait to see him healed and painless, though I know that is still very far ahead of us.