sad morning

I woke this morning sad. I had a dream about my ex. More specifically, that he had gotten a woman pregnant and was about to be a father. I was honestly happy in the dream that he got what he wanted but I was sad for the babies we lost, the dream of motherhood that died with them.

I don’t regret not having children, but reminders that I lost mine before I ever had them, are painful.

One thought on “sad morning

  1. kate,

    very touching… hit me to my core. my mom had a miscarriage between my sister and i… she was broken over it. i am a mother of 2 and am touched by any stories of motherhood… yours included. you are a mother… you are 🙂

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