I want to learn guitar.
I have songs inside me that I want to get out. I feel better when I can sing, especially so at full volume.
I have this inner melancholy and heartbreak that lingers with me, throughout the good and bad times. I can never seem to shake it completely, there’s just something about sad songs that soothes me, no matter what is happening.
I want to sing them, loudly. I want to get them out of my system. I want to grip and strum an instrument the way I do the man in my life.